As you guys know, Mangalore has nothing. For people like us to survive here is not easy. From a super happening big town to a small town here with only a few night clubs own by the hotels & 2 shopping malls here.
Sometimes i feel so lonely, so depressed that i am here, feeling so lost, having only this small community here with many conflicts. When i try hard to patch things up between people, it just seemed like it was my fault, from the beginnig when it happened it was my fault, and now when i am trying to patch things up it became my fault also. I can't do anything to compensate what was lost, bcuz i was not given a chance to make things better. Worst thing is i felt being unappreciated. I tried to patch up thgs between u guys, but now seems like i have to pick up all the broken pieces of my heart, one by one, stick it back together all by myself. Why? why isit so hard to be a good person? why isit so hard to fullfil God's commandment..Why isit so hard to follow what the bible says? It is so difficult, to even try to be a lil bit like Jesus.
*sigh*
Whenever i am depressed, lonely, frustrated..there is alwaiz one thing that can reli make me happy.
................Ballroom dancing=)
Eventho the standard here is way lower than what we have in Msia, but i am really happy. The people here are nice. U know, is good to mix with people around us than being alone at home.
I've learned quick step, Jaive & cha-cha-cha. But i will hide everytime the guys invite me for jaive cz i'll look reli clumsy and whenever they turn me here n there i jz feel like i am going to break=p lol. i am serious. Maybe cuz my hands are too thin. Plus i alwaiz forget my steps. *biasa-lah* haha.

This is my baby pooh. Look, she is happy.

This is winnie. I like the way she dance tho. So cool & sexy.

I miss my ballroom in SUNWAY! Ahh.
Beware, i am coming back on the 14th June 2008 to create havoc.
Watch out for me!